Monday, February 28, 2005

im a mess...

i think im blowing it off wid d person whom iv got a chance of having a great relationship with...because of these paranoia, im driving him away...iv got serious issues within me..sbi nga ng frend ko i keep on reliving my past! damn! ano sasabihin ko sa kanya? is there any better way of asking someone if sure na sya other than un na nga "SURE KA BA?" eh un lng naman un pde kong itanong eh...un nga lang paulit ulit kong tinatanong kaya ayon napraning lolo mo... at nakapagbitaw ng mga salitang mdyo may point sya... eh sa lahat ng yon eh nagawa na rin ng taong nanakit sakin dati... oo walang kasiguruhan ang isang relasyon pro labis pa rin ang takot ko...eh kung ganun bkit ko pa dpat ituloy? i know nasaktan ko sya pro nde ko sinasadya...sadya lng tlgang immature ako at sige na nga may sira sa ulo... ayokong mawala sya pero eto ko ngaun tinutulak sya papalayo... 'wiset! nde ko na alam... bkit ba mahirap skin magtiwala sa tao... sbi ko naman nde ako nagdududa sa pagkatao nya, alam kong tapat at maginoo sya...ang takot ko eh un tipong magising sya isang umaga at marealize na la na pala syang feelings for me..un lng naman takot ko eh...un mafol out of love sya...iv been to both sides of the fence already i know it's both hard being in the situation...pro pucha ibang intensity nito ngaun... sobrang mahal ko tong taong to... pro ano gagawin ko?!!!!!

natanong pa tuloy nya ko kung ano b tlga standards ko... napressure daw lalo sya at alam naman daw nyang may kulang pa sa effort nya... ngaun tuloy bawat sasabihin nya may karugtong nang "kung maniniwala ka..." or "beliv it or not..." and dis is a gud question... bkit nga ba ako parating takot sa kanila o sa maaaring mangyari, bakit nga b nde sarili ko un baguhin ko... hmmm

Thursday, February 24, 2005

would you?...

if given a chance... would u have something erased from ur memory?

tempting...but my answer would have to be no...

Happiness becomes eternal because of our capacity to remember...(isa nanamang matalinhagang mga salita na binitawan ni rolando basmayor na aking cubemate hehehe)

too good to be true...

senseless anxities, worries, fears and doubts...

ano nanaman b to?...

dahil sa nalalapit na anniversary ng EDSA revolution, ayan naglipana nanaman ang mga bomb threats, terorista at nakisali pa ang pagkakaron ng demonstrasyon at destabilisasyon ng gobyerno... *sigh* nakakasawa na... kapwa pinoy naglalaban laban...nde ko tlga alam ang tunay na hangarin ng mga teroristaat mga demonstrators..cguro kaya nila ginagawa un dhel pakiramdam nila iyon ang tama o d kaya dinadaan nila sa dahas dhel sa tingin nila wala ng ibang paraan! nakakaasar lng kze bkit kelangang humantong sa pagkitil ng buhay ng kapwa tao..asan na ang halaga ng buhay...pucha! naghahanap buhay ka para mabuhay tapos sa isang iglap lng papatayin ka! sadyang karumaldumal...barubal tlga!

o ayan may natanggap nanaman akong msg sa YM...aba at may mga bomb threats sa nasabing lugar... wala namang masama sa pagiingat eh..so sige nde ako pupunta sa mga nasabing lugar...pro teka, kaya nga threat kze nananakot lng so kung halimbawa sa SM makati un bomb threat eh d magmega mol nlng kaya ako...KABOOOM! ayun...umiwas ako sa bomb threat at napunta sa totoong may bomba...PANO KUNG GANTO... hehehe la lang puro nonsense nanaman to..

pano ba naman pag nagbabasa ko ng blog ko parang puro kadramahan laman...eh sadyang madrama lng ako...pro ngaun nanggagalaiti ako kze apektado ako..hello! sino bang hindi...

Wednesday, February 23, 2005

perfect...

yes...everything seems to be perfect...there's no perfect life..only perfect moments! (as quoted from roland heheh) i woke up so early with a smile on my face...i can't stop smiling...the feelings which had been kept for so long have been unleashed! it's like a new life for me,,, bagong kilig moments,,, lahat bago sa paningin ko,,, i juz pray that this feeling would last if not forever,,,kahit for the rest of my days,,, yes! i sound corny...mushy na kung mushy! wat can i do... i was touched wen he sed "tama na pagpipigil"...that was the exact same words i told myself wen i decided to love him...
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Who'd have thought
This is how the pieces fit?
You and I
Shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot
How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons
but I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh
Heaven knows
Love is just a chance we take
We make plans
But then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close
And never let me go

i juz hav to fight this pessimistic side of me... i can't help but think...is this for real? i juz can't believe that this time i finally got wat i've been asking for...or is it really wat i wanted? truly, there's no satisfying my desires... but then again...love conquers all...

Monday, February 21, 2005

overjoyed....

we're in this together... as uv said...against all odds... everyday for me s a wonderful day, now that i've found you...indeed love moves n mysterious ways... this is not ur ordinary love..you are the first to touch my heart after so many years...i hope we can make this last...

Sunday, February 20, 2005

consistency....

evenness...uniformity...constancy...
steadiness..
regularity..
reliability...
stability...
u see the root of it ol is consistency...i want everything to be consistent...then wen i looked it up, these were all the words that sprung out of my search...i figured out that these are all actually what i am searching for... y i want things to be consistent...for me it's a sign of STABILITY...this is true for me...details to big stuff!

i gez it makes me neurotic, para bang may cycle na..pag naputol un, agad agad kong iaassume na mayroong mali... arrrghhh wat am i thinking..even my thoughts are a mess... i can't seem to get the words right! basta un na un..if things are different from wat i was used to do...may MALI!

enough! i have to be thankful for this day... yep! i had fun... and i gez i am so blessed to have friends who are worth keeping... gud nyt


dilemma,,,

a frend once told me that dilemma is not just having to choose between two things... it's actually having to choose between TWO THINGS WHICH ARE ACTUALLY BOTH favorable... i gez he's right..in the first place u won't have a problem if one of two choices ain't favorable to you...so am i having a dilemma? on my point of view...I GEZ I AM...

Thursday, February 17, 2005

epekto ng pagiging bench...

sunny thursday afternoon...no work to be accomplished... juz killing time..roland n i usually have discussions over the silliest things. This afternoon we chose to discuss about life! According to what he just read
DESIRE = SADNESS...
liberate yourself from desire and you'll find that you already have everything you need
-a line from Before Sunset-
TRUE!

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but my arguement on this one is that..wat would drive us to live if our desires die? what motivation will we have if all our desires are gone? maybe we could desire less...but this isn't possible for the moment we achieve wat we desire, we start to desire for more, desire for something much much higher...
*sigh* eto ba ang nagagawa ng bench... here we go again..discussing serious matters...from law of diminishing returns..up to a communist saying which states that;
"Hope in reality is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs the torments of man.- Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche "
again there's truth to what Nietzsche said... but it's not called living when we don't have hope.. i always hope for something better...i always hope for something..i never stop having hopes even if i try to suppress them...deep down there's still hope! no matter how pessimistic a person is...still there's hope...
so wat's the point of this post? nothing! juz pointless, nonsense, gibberish piece of writing for some... but for me...it's a realization...
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epekto ng pagiging bench

Wednesday, February 16, 2005

ambiguous...

everything juz seems to be ambiguous...or is it juz me who's making it so...then y not juz spurt out the truth...ano ba tlga kuya! don't give me mixed signals! its either u do something or not do anything at all!

There is no such thing as love, only misguided emotions...
--original sin--

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

a day after a not so ordinary day...

i had dinner wid a college frend lastnight (along wid us were his friend and my friend)...it's not a date... we juz talked business... ahhh lastnight...a bomb exploded near sm and mrt - ayala station...he was there wen it happened...thank God we're safe...after a few hours before midnight we called it a night...

i wasn't ready to retire so i went through all my reviewers and started to read..i was hoping to read about a chapter...but then i realized that it's impossible.. i stayed up chatting and txting my old chum :) he sounded sincere with his txt msgs and i do hope he was...

m not so sad anymore :)

Monday, February 14, 2005

revitalized...

now d day is nearing it's end... n i gez i juz needed some air, some solicited advice and im back to my senses :) and i gez a newly found frend of mine is right... it's really juz the vday that's making things worst for me :) now i put an end to all of these... enough now... it's time!

a not so ordinary day...

It's valentine's day once again..been receiving txt msgs from frends...happy?! yes i am! but of course can't help but ask myself..."bakit nga ba mailap skin ang LOVE" well i gez a day won't hurt right? i can get through this...

one more thing...kaya ko ba maghintay? maghintay saan? sa wala? mahirap pero kakayanin...

Friday, February 11, 2005

valentine's day blues

ano ba! kanina ka pa! pwede ba lubayan mo ako
ayan ka nanaman...ano ba tlga gusto mo?

oo naririndi na ko sayo..hindi ka pa ba aalis?
aba't tlgang hinihintay mo kong mainis!

ayan sa wakas, ika'y lumisan
pero ano ba to ba't anjan ka nanaman!

hindi mo b ko patatahimikin?
kahit oras man lng iyong patagalin.

oo nakikiusap ako seryosong bagay to
ang isip ko'y lalo lang nalilito

konti na nga lng na parte ng utak ko ang nagagamit ko
kalahati pa nun sinasakop ng kakaisip sayo

aba ang hina rin naman pala ng kukote mo
nde mo pa makuha ikaw ang nasa isip ko...

ewan ko ba sadyang tatanga tanga
ako na nga nahihirapan nde ko pa tigilan

cguro pg nalaman mo tatawa tawa ka lng
alam ko! dhel wala ka namang pakialam.

kelan ka ba nagkaroon ng malasakit skin
eh gayong ski'y wala namang pagtingin...

iyong kabaitan aking napagkakamalan...
ang iyong bawat salita'y binibigyan ng maling kahulugan...

akala ko'y pareho tayo ng nararamdaman sa isa't isa
hindi pala, mali pala, kaya't ako'y nagdurusa...

sana hindi ka nlng naging mabait..
nang ako'y nde mo naakit...

sana pinabayaan mo nlng ako at nde na nagpasweet
ang banto't ng tunog ng linyang to na aking pinilit isiningit

sana... hinahangad kong mabasa mo to...
sana...pero wala rin palang epekto dhel ikaw ay isang taong bato...

nsasaktan ka ba sa mga sinasabi ko?
kulang pa yan sa mga pinadarama mo...

pasensya ka na wala ka nga palang alam sa lahat ng nangyayari
dhel sa tuwing haharap sayo'y, nagkukunwari...

pro sana'y wag kang magagalit...
dhel lalo akong manliliit...

wawakasan ko na tong walang kwentang artikulo
kagaya ng pagwawakas ko sa iyong panggugulo...
panggugulo mo sa isip at puso ko...ayan may pde na kong ilagay sa blog ko.. :)





Thursday, February 10, 2005

lifeless...

Kung merong holiday blues nun xmas ngaun valentine's day meron rn...Friday... same old day...wlang pinagiba sa mga nakaraang araw maliban sa weekend sya at expected na may lakad after work...meron sanang nagyaya pro uunahin ko munang mggym...bkit? nde para mgpapayat kundi para maibuhos ang frustrations...saan? sa career at sa "career"... *nkapanghihina ng loob lalo na sa career* eto nanaman ano bang spesyal sa araw ng mga puso...eto ay ginawa lng para sa mga tsope para mgkaroon ng pgkakataong mkpg padama ng kanilang saloobin..o sya tma na nga! may 3 araw p nman ako para humanap ng kadate...pero ayaw ko ng iba! gusto ko sya... asan b sya? ewan nde ko alam...kagaya ng kaibigan kong si bong...naghihintay dn lng ako ng txt nya...

nkkabagot!nakakabato! lalo na't kung ang takbo ng buhay mo ay parepareho...un tipong walang pagbabago...
pro may nkpagsbi buhay na ganto dapat daw ay ipagpasalamat ko...
walang mang kapanapanabik na pangyayari wala rin namang sakunang nakaririndi...
oo! salamat sa buhay kong gan'to, kahit na nkakabato!

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

My first

My officemate and I took acrylic painting classes (for only 2 hours a day for 2 days)



My first painting ever!!!!
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gloomy...

my brothers were fooling around last night...i wasn't even able to get a decent nap..so i juz txtd my frend...i felt much better coz my frend was stil up n was generous enough to spare me some of his time...things...stuff...have been bothering me lately...

finally the sandman has come hehehe...despite staying up late i still woke up early not knowing y... im so darn depressed...(my frend n his hubby are caught up in a big fight, my frend n her bf broke up, a batchmate died...wla namang reason maging sad diba?) and to make things worst, my beloved dentist left for the states... OMG!!!! i have developed this fear for doctors, needles, blood etc etc... and in my 22 years of existence wala akong ibang pinagkakatiwalaang dentista kundi sya! sya lng ang kaunaunahang doctor na nakapag extract ng ngipin ko! unang nakapaglinis ng ngipin ko! overreacting?!!! i am certainly not!!!! imagine d fear i feel wenever i get close to a clinic or hospital at ako ang pasyente...iv never been hospitalized n my whole life dhel sa sakit!!!! i feel like crying! parang bigla nlng nawalan ako ng kaibigan! sna mas binigyan ko sya ng halaga nun nandito pa sya..sbi ko pa naman pati mgiging mga anak ko sa kanya ko papacheck up tapos...tapos... umalis na sya! waaaah i feel so sad!!!! can't anything be permanent in this world kahit dentist ko! i feel so terrible... un feeling na panghihinayang dhel nabuild mo na un trust! now i have to look for another and start building dat trust again...mahirap un...along d way bka masaktan ako... (para rin plang love to...)

sad ako!

my sassy girl continued...

The movie was subdivided into 3... first half...second half and overtime... as roland has commented, it would definitely save our Valentine's day, sure did for me... im not as profound as roland when it comes to movie reviews...hehehe

Kwun-yoo's aunt has been begging his mom to let him visit her coz he misses her son terribly. Her aunt's son, his cousin, died. He resembles his cousin according to his mom. Her aunt wanted him to come over so that she could introduce him to a girl. Kwun-yoo on his way to his aunt met this girl..the girl (who's name wasn't mentioned n d movie..maybe for all the women out there to be able to relate themelves to the character) was drunk and was almost caught by the train..thanks to kwun-yoo. Their meeting were followed by so many misfortunes, not disregarding the beating that kwun-yoo gets from this utterly sassy girl. So in short, kwun-yoo never had d chance to meet the girl his aunt wanted him to. They eventually became good friends. Their relationship is somewhat hilarious and romantic at the same time. This was the plot during the first half. In the second half things started to get serious. The girl's bottled up emotions started to spill one at a time. She was always drunk coz of her ex boyfriend..kwun-yoo thought that they had a bad break up but wat we all didn't know was that d girl's bf died...it was hard for the girl to forget about him and was afraid that she will be able to get over him at kwun-yoo's expense...Kwun-yoo on the other hand had no plans in life and was really after women his type...he would often say that he would have liked the sassy girl if she wasn't a drunkard.So the complications started to set in... later on..as the movie became hilariously funny while being intensely dramatic (im not making any sense, am i? juz watch it then)...the girl decided to reveal her feelings to kwun-yoo and asked the same from kwun-yoo through a letter...they kept it in a time capsule which they buried and covered up with stones... it was goodbye for now for both of them...two years..they shall meet again..same time, same place only a couple of years older...after two years...kwun-yoo was the only one who came back...there he read the girl's letter...her guilt of loving someone else drew her away.she revealed to him about his ex bf who passed away and while dey were dating, she constantly met up with her bf's mom to console her and share in her grief..she was unsure of her feelings...kwun-yoo never gave up hope but he had to move on so he went on with his life...until on the 3rd year...

the girl came back...wen she arrived an old man was sitting by the tree near the place where they buried the letters. The old man resembled kwun-yoo, he guessed that the girl came back for a reason…for someone perhaps…the girl told the guy exactly wat she came back for and y she was there… he then asked the girl to look at the tree and tell him if she notices something diff about it… the guy told d girl that it wasn’t the same tree they saw 2 years ago..the old tree, during a thunderstorm was split by a lightning and caused it to die…but the guy (kwun-yoo) looked for a similar tree…kwun-yoo told the old guy that he’s doing it coz someone would get sad if the tree dies..at that point the girl was already in tears…

Overtime! The girl met up with a woman who’s likely to be her mom… they talked and seemed to be an old acquaintance then from not so far behind… a guy appeared of course maintaining the suspense only the woman saw him and not the girl..the woman squeezed the young man’s face as she used to and gave hm a smack on the cheek…just as he turned around and saw the girl sitting right across his aunt… there their eyes met (I BELIEVE – OST PLAYS) there they were the sassy girl and kwun-yoo…tears rolled down the girl’s cheek..kwun-yoo sat beside her and held her hand in his… *sigh* lengthy, aye? Aye! Well it’s worth it anyways...

Tuesday, February 08, 2005

down the memory lane...

here i am again...on a dreamy mood...juz yesterday i tokd to my bestfrend(KAT)...we were warped back to our freshman years n college..we talked about who had a crush on who and who courted who..i really miss her (KAT), i never get to see her anymore since she's already in jersey..yeah i know, i should have spent more time wid her when she was still here..nevertheless she's still my bestfrend! she brought back to my memory the past i had wd my first love... arrrrgh! this may be a cliche but a fact...FIRST LOVE NEVER DIES... upon recalling the sweetest thing that he did for me, i felt a prick in my heart... everything came back to me as if it only happened a year ago...

a sunny Sunday afternoon...my mom attending to her plants at our front yard...i was upstairs in the living room forcing myself not to think of him (we were going steady then...he went to baguio for a week...), in short i was killing time till he arrives...(i really don't hav any idea wat time he'll be arriving or if i'll ever get to see him dat day) wen my thoughts were disturbed by a shout from downstairs...t'was my mom yelling out my name and asking me to go down...being a stubborn daughter, i yelled back "im doing something"...she yelled again, this time the tone of her voice more stern which made me do as she instructed...(she asked me to dress up in decent clothes as i was wearing my pyjamas)...a few minutes passed n i was on my way down...our front yard faces a flight of stairs connected to our house..as i emerged out of the door into the first step of the stairs which was an extension of the stairs to our house, i froze... there he was... at the end of the stairs... with his right hand behind his back... f u could juz imagine my joy! i would have hugged and kissed him if only my mom wasn't watching hahahah..."corny" u might say..aye? corny it may seem but to someone who's so inlove...wt does being corny mean? i mean when ur inlove...i mean truly deeply madly inlove...everything seems right...and yes he was my first...love - that is.. heheh

now i know the root cause of my whining...iv been grumpy all these years coz im still hang up not particularly with my ex but the feelings i've had for him...he was d only guy i loved who didn't love me in return...not the love that was due...not the love that was to be given to a partner...all that he could offer was friendship...i was aware of it..but did it bother me? nooooh..i loved him not because he loves me but because i simply do...

i can't find dat now...that feeling not having to look for something in return...i gez the pain was juz to traumatic that i don't want to fall into the same pit again..No regrets...as far as im concerned he's one of the best things that happened to me... i still believe n destiny and once i find it, i'll look bak to that day and thank him :)

something to ponder this valentine's day;

FATE BUILDS BRIDGE OF CHANCES FOR THE ONES WE LOVE...
from My Sassy Girl
u guys really ought to watch this film...for Love's sake!

Monday, February 07, 2005

my sassy girl craze

yes ladies n gentlemen..my sassy girl was our savior during that very boring and sullen day..it's a really funny film..though a bit mushy...u know how korean movies are :) me n my brothers were really mesmerized by the girl's beauty and of course the plot of the movie...

we were so hooked up with the film...struggling so hard to pay attention to the characters while reading the subtitles...

we were playing from the cd...the movie was almost about to end when the player skipped...then the pictures digitized *uhoh pirated copy kze* waaaaaaaaahhhhh to our dismay we decided to skip lunch and juz wonder how the movie ended heheh...heheh juz exaggerating things...well my kuya tried to copy the movie from the cd to the local drive...and...*drum roll please* of course it worked... the last chapter was perfectly fine...no more digitized pics... but...there's juz one tinny tiny bit of flaw... eherm... um..erm... THE SUBTITLES WERE NOWHERE IN SIGHT!!!!!!!!! waaaah... but nohhhh! it didn't stop us from finishing the movie...hahaha we were there, teary eyed..making up dialogues in our mind..it was pretty much easier to figure out what they were saying...wen the mouth ain't toking the heart speaks hahaha...anyways got to go... tom is a new day! i'll juz continue the SASSY GIRL story tom...

i miss you... alam mo na kung sino ka :)

sullen sunday

it's been a dull saturday and an even duller sunday... my head really hurt from last saturday,i slept at around 5am...doin wat? nothing! juz sulking on the sofa, trying to figure out how to make my life better...txting a frend who seems to have no choice hehehe. there i was juz staring up at the ceiling...can u blame me? i wasn't used to this...my body was tired but my mind wasn't. there wasn't anything worth watching on tv, our fone is not working, everything seems to have walked out on me...even our dvd player doesn't work!!! 1001...10002...1003...1004 wat's wat? uh oh...the counting? that's juz me lulling myself to sleep...1099...1100... *dis guys in love with u pare* that was my message tone alert... i got a msg from my frend whom i was txting earlier...ohh good for hm, he's still alive n kickin... where was i? 1101...1102...
*i woke up with the sun shining on my face* everyone else in the house were so busy..my sis in law who's goin to the gym, my mom goin home to d province... my brothers...ahhh there's my youngest brother nicely tucked into his bed and so is my kuya...oh well i was left wd no choice but to go bak to sleep hehehe... wen ol 3 of us woke up since we've got nothing to do we decided to juz watch a movie... not on the big screen...not on the tv neither - but on our computer (our dvd player isn't working rmmber)

im not really into chi or korean novelas, nor chinese and korean movies...since we've got nothing else better to do we watched MY SASSY GIRL...

Friday, February 04, 2005

is dis me?

*sigh* dis is d first friday in almost 3 months na i've got nowhere to go... kaya eto ko sa opisina..tinapos ang anumang pwedeng gawin...masipag? hinde noh! naisip ko na mas makabubuti na magtrabaho nlng ako kesa magmukmok sa kung saang sulok at tumitig sa kawalan... at maghintay ng maghintay sa WALA... eto nanaman ako...sya nanaman ba ang topic ko? nde naman pangalawa lng ito noh... kung susuriin ko tlgang mabuti at paiiralin ang utak ko bakit ko pa nga ba sya iniisip eh gayong nde naman ako sigurado kung ako nga laman ng isip nun...malay natin bka nga maalala nya rin ako (oo! pagnagkaroon na ng kilay ang painting ni monalisa)...or d kaya't tawagan nya ko (ano ba! cge pag kumain na ng isaw at ulo ng manok si juju---sino si juju? ahh sya ang ofis mate ko at maaring maituring na kaibigan na rin na ubod ng selan...pero wag ka kumakain ng pwet ng manok un)...oo na alam kong imposible mga iniisip ko SA NGAYON pero malay mo...destiny ko sya (aba'y lalo yatang lumalabo ang usapan)... sa totoo lng nahihiya na ko sa kaibigan kong panot este matalik kung aking maituturing (dba? tma ba ko?) sa buong hapon na ito ay wala akong bukambibig sa kanya kundi ang mga hinaing ko sa buhay...syempre ksama na ang dinadaing ko ngaun... pasalamat nga ako at napagtyagaan nya kong pakinggan...pagkatapos nito papabasa ko to sa kanya nang mabatukan ako sa mga pantasya ko hehehe... pro nakakatuwa dhel kahit nagkakaganto ko ngaun eh may natapos akong trabaho...iba pala epekto mo skin pre! hamo...sa susunod na appearance ko dito eh maayos na ang takbo ng utak ko...o sya sya tama na nga tong walang kabuluhang pinagsusulat ko dito...basta sna magka kulay na ang mundo! maidagdag ko lng...kung gano kagulo ang buhok ko ngaun eh ganun din kagulo buhay ko (pro nde rin, oo nah! mas magulo na buhok ko keysa sa buhay ko)...bkit? kze un buhok ko eh parang dinaanan ng sandamakmak na gutom na ibon, dagdagan pa ng tsunami sa thailand at un tornado na nagdala kay dorothy sa ibang lugar... eh pano naman nagsawa na ko sa parang parating hinot oil na buhok ko hehehe (ayan humangin lalo)...

ano ba to!!!! lalo lang akong nalungkot...tama ba namang magtxt un kaibigan ko at manginggit (well pinaalam nya lng naman na nasa isang bar sya na bagong bukas at napakaganda...ang intensyon eh nde para inggitin ako) pero un na nga nakakaasar... nde raw nya ko inimbitahan dhel kala nya may lakad ako... o sya sya makauwi na nga at ang aking ina ay naghuhurumintado na... pasensya na sa mga "shala" kung medyo nababaduyan sa nasusulat dito..yaan nyo after ng english skills training ko sana lng matuto kong magingles hehehe :) (dala lng to ng matinding pangungulila at gutom hahah)

Thursday, February 03, 2005

...Freakin Friday...

Freakin Friday... i can't seem to stop whining..whining about my day...about my week...about my expenses...basically about my life...n now i have a new reason to whine about! The only good thing in life for me right now is having to eat good food! yum yum... (oo...alam ko to most of you who knows me...matakaw ako n almost lahat ng pagkain eh masarap para sa akin...) goin' bak...so wat's dis new reason...classic depression(quoted from Roland heheh my officemate), which i'v actually inflicted on myself..you see i tend to romanticize things too much... *kaya eto naghihirap ang aking kalooban (buto't laman!) ngaun...*sigh* oh well bak to work...o sha sha ako'y magiisip ng bagong maipopost sa blog ko besides my stupid whining...
*ohhh please let my whinning stop*


Tuesday, February 01, 2005

TARABOKS

TARABOKS
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Dec 29-30, 2004 (Cabuyao Laguna)

My beloved barkada...now that we all have our own separate ways to go to, all i wish is for us all to finally achieve wat we've been dreamin' of...
I am so glad to have been a part of taraboks ( name given by irvin *guy in front wearing wyt shirt* , which up to now i don't know wat it means)...thanks to these guys i was able to enjoy my college years...hope that it doesn't juz end der...im wishing to see more of you guys!

Hanggang sa muling pagbabalik.. Kudos to Taraboks!